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I’ve been living in a shadow, overhead
I’ve Been sleeping with a cloud, above my bed
I’ve been lonely for so long
Trapped in the past, I just can’t seem to moved on

I’ve been hiding all my hopes and dreams away
Just incase i ever need them again someday
I’ve been setting aside time
To clear a littel space in the corners of my mind

All I wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make through without a way back into love

I’ve been watching
but the stars refuse to shine
I’ve been searching
but i just dont see the signs
I know that its out there
there’s gotta be something for my soul somewhere

I’ve been looking for someone to shed some light
Not somebody just to get me through the night
I could use some direction
and i’m open to your suggestions

All i wanna do is find a way back into love
I can’t make it through without a way back into love
and if i open my heart again
I guess i’m hoping that you’ll be there for me in the end

There are moments when i don’t know if its real
or if anybody feels the way i feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All i want do is find a way back into love
I cant make it through without a way back into love
And if i open my heart to you
I’m hoping you’ll show me what to do
And if you’ll help me to start again
You know that i’ll be there for you in the end

LYF!

What i’ve learned over the yearsis that leariningto accept each other’s fault and choosing each other’s differences is the one of the most important keys to creating a healthy growing and lasting marriage realtionship, And that is my prayer for you today,that you will learn to take the good, the bad and the ugly parts of your married life and lay them at the feet of God. Because in the end He’s the only Onewho will be able to give youa marriage where burn toast isnt a deal-breaker! LYF

Knowing my sister’s condition was a bit shocking to me…i’m keeping my fingers cross that she will be ok and survive again this time…i really love my sister, i may not be too expressive how i loved her….God know’s i really do…kaya ate lumaban kapa…pray tayo ha…i really want to spend time with her kso baka hindi ko makayang hindi maiyak eh..pero talaga gusto ko mag stay longer sa hse nya with my son and with her…after daniel’s day i guess…
to my bunsong kapatid even i was hurt with the words you’ve said last time…alam mo na yun! masakit pero ok lang full support parin ako sayo kahit di pala ko ate sayo…love kasi kita eh…dito lang ako bro!

half crazy feeling sorry for myself , …HALF CRAZY….hayyyyyyyyy…
i thought i just cant get over you but the way you hold me, the sweetest things you told me i just cant find way to let go of you…..stays on my mind…I’m officially missin’ you!
I look in your eyes and i can see, i want you so i’m ready to go…i dont wanna go another day so i’m telling you what exactly on my mind,no body gonna love me better the way you do, i must stick with you, you know how to appreciate me, nobody makes me feel this way….we can’t really never tell it noh…no matter what happens life goes on and on..just smile coz i’m always around you and i’ll make you see how beautiful life is for you and me…can you feel me???there’s a rainbow always after the rain….forever’s not enough for me to love you…they say tomorrow seems so far away and now you see that everything can change,my love for you gets stronger as tomorrow comes,so in other words….because of you mylife has change thank you for the love and joy  you bring, sometimes i ‘m so lonely and all i got to do is think of you..i love you best explains how i feel for you…BECAUSE OF YOU i feel no shame i’ll tell the world …"mylife has change because of…."you mean so much to me…..LYF!

Life is to short….you really never expect what will happen only God knows talaga,as times goes by I’m so happy to see my sister fighting bravely for her life for her kids,her bunchy,for herself and ofcourse for her family ehem kami yun…i bow on her strong faith to live and survive. I thank God Jehovah for always being there through our ups and down, eventhough we’re not showing our love and devotion to become a witness, still my love for Jah remains and will never fade. No one can replace that…I know he totally understands my reasons.
Friends may come and go but true friends remains, thanks to every one! To my bestfriend Joice, I may not say this for a long time but i still consider you my bestfriend, loves na loves kita eh, to cathy i really miss you tengco pepino na sya ngayon hurray! happy to know kayo parin talaga till the end, to my friends ying, joan,marie,liezl, leony and mia im so happy even though we’re miles and miles apart we never forget to get a chance to communicate…
Bestfriend tukay who was really there for me in any how…ehem salamat po…Goodluck and behave kana ha wag kana chikboy hahaha! with mylene, weng, mauie and ATe JENN thanks galing nating noh till now eto parin tayo still the same pretty faces di nagbabago …sarap lang balik balikan yung moments na me kalokohan,tawanan and saya talaga hay…sana highschool tayo ulit…